CHAOS
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People will always critize you about your flaws your imperctions and that's natural.... to them but not to me.
They didn't know that those harsh words that coming out to their mouth is like a dagger they throwing at my heart..... It's hurts a lot!!
They are completely destroying me.
That's when I start questioning myself, why I'm like this? Why I'm not good enough? Many questions popping in my head.
All I can do is to feel sorry for being like this, for being just like this, for being not good enough, for being useless, for being burden and all. Sorry for being me.
But I realized that life is not like that, i should not listen to what they say and let them control me just to be acceptable by them.
Because at the end of the day it's just me that I can lean on. When everyone turn their backs on me.
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