He was so completely unaware of his own beauty. Izuna... He didn't know I was always looking for his long, black hair in the corridors. He didn't know I always turned around if I heard his voice, while I ignored all other doctors. He didn't know I secretly listened to him singing in the videos he posted on Instagram. He didn't know my heart ached with longing for him. If only I had known... If only I had known about the goodness of his heart, of everything we would go through together, maybe I would have opened up to him earlier. Maybe, I wouldn't be so afraid he would find out my secret, the reason behind my great shame...
Izuna Uchiha has just graduated med school and is starting his first job in the ER department as a junior doctor. The tough climate weighs heavy on him, and he finds his colleagues incredibly intimidating. Especially one particular trauma surgeon, who also happens to carry a complicated, heart-breaking burden.
Sommergymnastica's big 2021 Christmas novel, a feel-good book with loads of angst, comfort, sex and love. Dive in, and Merry Christmas!
Tobirama knows Izuna's secret. He has seen the cabinet in Izuna's room. He has seen the whips and the cuffs. He has seen the velvet box with the jade dragon collar. He would die for the chance to use them on Izuna's body. But he's not allowed to touch, only to look, because Izuna is the crown prince, and Tobirama is his body guard...
When Izuna goes to study chemistry at university, Tobirama comes with him to protect him. As the leaves slowly turn orange on the trees and fall off, the closeness between Tobirama and Izuna soon becomes too much for both of them to handle, and they come closer and closer to losing control completely. Their mutual feelings will inevitably lead them to danger, kinky sex, hurt feelings and a deep, unspeakable forbidden love.