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- Parts 13
- Time 21m
Ongoing, First published Dec 21, 2014
*TW* You think it's selfish.. Suicide. Well it's not. It's selfish keeping someone who has endured so much pain and sadness alive. Just getting out of bed is a struggle. You feel trapped. Tired. Done. The pain seems never ending. Even putting a blade to your wrist is no longer enough. You need it to be deeper. The thoughts have intensified. Now you're hearing and seeing things. Being sent in and out of the hospital. Being given a daily cocktail of medication just to be normal. And it's still not enough. You cry your self to sleep hoping you'll never wake up. You starve yourself. You make yourself throw up. To be thin. To feel better. It doesn't help. You feel like everyone hates you. You feel like you're misunderstood. You feel like no one cares. You feel like a complete disappointment. A mistake. You don't know what's wrong with you. You're ready to let go. But you try with every bit of will you have to keep going. But in the end we all know what will happen. How it will end.All Rights Reserved
Table of contents
- Down hill we go..Sun, Dec 21, 2014
- The pain inside.Sun, Dec 21, 2014
- I never would've thought.Sun, Dec 21, 2014
- Authors note:Sun, Dec 21, 2014
- AddictedMon, Dec 22, 2014
- Trying to explain how I feel/when i was youngerMon, Dec 22, 2014
- Things have gotten really tough.Tue, Dec 23, 2014
- The insanity continues..Tue, Dec 23, 2014
- My best friend and slow suicide Ana (anorexia)Wed, Dec 24, 2014
- Authors note:Wed, Jan 14, 2015
- In my head..Wed, Jan 14, 2015
- Thin lines to wide woundsWed, Jan 14, 2015
- Authors noteMon, Jan 26, 2015
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