DROPS OF EXHAUST

There are definitely times when you have no clue of what's happening within you. Feels like someone is controllinh your emotions and blocking your consciousness. You may feel it's because of some particular mundane reason but come to a conclusion that it isn't that. You feels good in bad, and extreme bad in good and it goes to completely confuse your mind. That's when you feel like you don't exist anymore. That's when you decided to stay alone. That's when you get back into your memories to only realise that you can't have the fun all again. That's when you utter 'IT'S ALL OVER'.
You get clogged with thoughts of the love you loved once, the hands of absolute care which exist no more, the talks of happiness which turned away, the yearning ears which started to bleed...making you blank and long and broken.
Facing all these, we still choose to smile hoping not to reveal ourselves. But little do we realise that sooner or later, we get tired of our own smiles. What can be more painful than this?

Saudade is a deep feeling, more like an emotion which speaks the unspoken and feels the unfelt. Getting affected by it only means you are LIVING. So just Breathe and carry on further. The Drops of Exhaust shall pass on soon!