Letters || Fem Osamu Dazai
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"The sunset is beautiful tonight, so please remember me by it"
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TW: su!cide, s3lf h@rm, character d3ath, d3press!on, PTSD
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Omino Dazai is suicidal.
From birth, she was named 'the angel of death' because her parents knew her fate.
Her name seemed to have a stronger meaning ever since she joined the Port Mafia.
When joining the agency after her friend, Oda Sakunosuke, died - she enjoyed it for a while, but the trauma of her past never left her.
During her seemingly never ending battle against PTSD, she finally realised why she wanted to die.
Sure, she had made many attempts before that, after finding there was no meaning to life at all - but this time it was different.
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