Living Silently

I am Callie Marie.
I well, I guess, live silently.
I go days upon days without saying a word.
I'm often asked why I won't speak. They call me mute and other harsh names.
I stopped talking because I was afraid. I was afraid people would judge me for what I had to say.
I was afraid that if I said anything people would use it to hurt me.
The good thing of living silently is:
You don't have to be afraid to say anything because you are your only audience.
The bad thing is:
You wish so hard you could say something, anything.
You wish you had a voice in decisions and conflicts.
It's okay you get used to it.
Not really.