reaching for freedom | ateez |
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Last published Wed, Sep 21, 2022
𝐄𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐬. 𝐈𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞. 𝐀 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐰𝐥𝐲, 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐮𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐰𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐬 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲.
✎ Ongoing
TRIGGER WARNING - This book talks about serious topics like different mental health issues and illness, self-harm, sexual abuse, human experiment, blood description, and images. This book also portray gay, bisexual, pansexual and asexual love, the use of drugs, medications, and alcohol as well as their dependence. Strong and vulgar language can be used by the character of this story. Lewd scene can occur as well, so be sure to read with caution.
[Any additional characters out of the ateez members are my propriety. I also want to clarify that I use ateez faces and images as characters and not as themselves, the role they play is also mine. I do not ship romantically any of the actual member of the group, and please do not it's not good for their mind (expect maybe Woosan they seem to like it lol).]
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