'why am I here...? why am I still alive...? why do I keep going on...?' those are the questions he keeps on asking himself they are the things that get answered quickly from the voices 'no one knows!! you really should just go jump off the roof like he said!! because you dont wanna die yet!!' those are the answers he always gets form the voices... he is thinking of doing just what his childhood friend said.. hello humans I wrote something a couple months back and I wanted to rewrite it so that I could keep going with the story!! I said I lost motivation but I meant to say I land of lost motivation and I might rewrite it soo here I am!!