fells like I'm falling (USUK)
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Last published Sat, Sep 12, 2020
England is silently suffering from depression, constant regret and three big secrets from all the other countries. He tells everyone he's better off alone... but that's only half of the story. America wants to know whats wrong with his former brother, but can he really be the hero this time? Can he handle the truth? Will he accept England for who he really is. And maybe, just maybe, England will be able to heal.
WARNING: This story is a yaoi (boyxboy), if you don't like, then don't read. Also, there's depressing thoughts, pain and self harm in this sad love story. I ask viewers to read with caution. Your all beautiful the way you are. KEEP SMILING :)
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