carry a torch for you

"I'm falling for you. At least I think I am, but I am not incredibly certain about that. For I have never loved someone or felt like this. This feeling that I have it frightens me a lot. And that may be for the reason that I do not know it or that it is something completely different. This is something that neither my brain nor my heart can apprehend. The sensitive core of my existence is just as lost as my intellectual core. They both try to figure out this thing I am feeling, but keep tripping over the imperceptible hindrances."