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Ongoing, First published Oct 20, 2021
an entry to my daily life because i'm tired of keeping it all to myself all the time 
i'm really tired
just feeling like it reaches just one person makes me feel better about the things in my life and no one really knows who i am in real life so this is ny safe place now 
i haven't written on wattpad since middle school and i'm a jr now
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A Lovely Life

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Journey with me back in time as I rewrite the first Journal I kept from when I was in high school, and see that maybe even with how horrible life is most of the times, there are little things spread throughout that make life worth living. My high school experience was full of drama, tears, laughter, and most of all constant search of love, and approval of the people around me. I can't always get what I want in this world. Life is a beautiful mess. It's not perfect, and filled with a lot of disappointments, and heartbreak. There are moments when it all feels too much, but there's not much we can do other than go with the flow of things.