When tomorrow comes without you
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Trigger warning: mention of suicide/ dark thoughts/ selfharm
After Dazai left the mafia his suicide thoughts are more present than ever.
At the same time Chuuya goes through a dark time of self doubts and sleepless nights. Two lost souls that belong together. Two men who think that there's no place for them. Two bodies..craving for the near of each other.
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