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DESIDERIUM

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"We'll always find our way back to each other."


Adrian, Levi and Rafael. 

They've been best friends since basically forever. Best friends, even tho Rafael has always known that there's more between them than just friendship. 

The other two realize that as well, once Adrian and Levi both turn eighteen and discover that they are mates. What they don't know is, that Rafael is their mate as well, but because he hasn't turned eighteen yet, they can't know. Or maybe they don't want to, since together they work so well, as future Alpha and Beta, well Luna, of the pack. 

Then the incident happens and Rafael is send away. They don't see each other for almost two years. Rafael turned eighteen. Adrain and Levi have been leading the pack for two years. 

What will happen when Rafael has to return due to some unfortunate circumstances? 




Honestly just give this story a chance, writing descriptions isn't exactly one of my strengths.




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