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DESIDERIUM

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Reads 698,363
Votes 22,985
Parts 46
Time 4h 33m

luftmenschoriginal

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"We'll always find our way back to each other."


Adrian, Levi and Rafael. 

They've been best friends since basically forever. Best friends, even tho Rafael has always known that there's more between them than just friendship. 

The other two realize that as well, once Adrian and Levi both turn eighteen and discover that they are mates. What they don't know is, that Rafael is their mate as well, but because he hasn't turned eighteen yet, they can't know. Or maybe they don't want to, since together they work so well, as future Alpha and Beta, well Luna, of the pack. 

Then the incident happens and Rafael is send away. They don't see each other for almost two years. Rafael turned eighteen. Adrain and Levi have been leading the pack for two years. 

What will happen when Rafael has to return due to some unfortunate circumstances? 




Honestly just give this story a chance, writing descriptions isn't exactly one of my strengths.




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Submissive Desires by SchemingxStoat

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*COMPLETED* After Asher's parents were killed by their enemy pack, he has to take over the position of alpha. Since his parents didn't believe in mates, he is supposed to marry Cecilia, his childhood best friend, but when he turns 18 and finds out, that the little mute human, he had hated for years and who also hates his guts, Riley Perry, is his mate, everything changes. The strong connection Asher feels towards the boy gets in the way of his hatred, but there are couple of problems he has to face: First off, Riley has a boyfriend and still hates Asher with a flaming passion. Secondly, Asher's pack can be compared to the human mafia, just much much more brutal and blood thirsty. Therefore, he lives a dangerous and unethical life, which not only Riley would disapprove of, but he himself sometimes does as well. With many enemies to fight, having a pack to run and getting his mate to fall in love with him, Asher's story is just beginning. WARNING: This story contains mature content (smut, violence etc.) Rankings: #6 lgbtq 07/01/21 #3 heat 20/02/21

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