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DESIDERIUM

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Reads 674,916
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Parts 46
Time 4h 33m

luftmenschoriginal

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"We'll always find our way back to each other."


Adrian, Levi and Rafael. 

They've been best friends since basically forever. Best friends, even tho Rafael has always known that there's more between them than just friendship. 

The other two realize that as well, once Adrian and Levi both turn eighteen and discover that they are mates. What they don't know is, that Rafael is their mate as well, but because he hasn't turned eighteen yet, they can't know. Or maybe they don't want to, since together they work so well, as future Alpha and Beta, well Luna, of the pack. 

Then the incident happens and Rafael is send away. They don't see each other for almost two years. Rafael turned eighteen. Adrain and Levi have been leading the pack for two years. 

What will happen when Rafael has to return due to some unfortunate circumstances? 




Honestly just give this story a chance, writing descriptions isn't exactly one of my strengths.




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Man Or Monster by read_write_sleep_eat

Callum Black. That was Callum's name, his identity, yet he was never called that. His family, his pack, his peers, and just about everybody else called him weak, pathetic, ugly, faggot, worthless. So that had become his identity, not Callum Black. Callum's father was the pack's Beta, and his siblings were the sort that made a strong pack leader proud. Callum had always been a bit of a runt, perhaps enduringly, until it was not anymore, until he was thirteen and decidedly Omega and it was embarrassing. To him, to his father, to his pack. Ryker Adam's was the son of the Alpha, and had everything going for him. He was gonna do great things and make his father proud. He was adored. So when the little, mousy male Omega turned out to be his mate he did not hesitate in remedying that. It was not really surprising; Ryker was Callum's public enemy #1 and the stuff of his nightmares. This was the beginnings of Callum's story. Callum ran. Callum ran into the arms of his found family and himself. And he was definitely not who he thought he was. A cruel twist of fate and the whims of the gods had changed everything. While he was gone the pack was changing too, including the people who had hurt him. Four long years had passed. And Callum was coming home, but he bore no resembles to the boy that had left. This was a man, a monster.

The Unnatural by authorayezah

MM ROMANCE | (Male x Male) Ares Silvermane, a well behaved alpha who has so many responsibilities on his shoulder and the need to stay strong for his people has kept him alive, breaks into a war with their enemy's pack. With little hope, he has waited for his mate, someone pretty, someone who would call his name with love, someone who has strong wolf and maybe some special power his mother had talked about. But everything shatters apart when he sees his Luna for the first time. Ethan stiles, being surrounded by the love of his family was his only happiness but that happiness is taken away when he's suddenly dragged into this unnatural world filled with unknown species. He has no idea why he is expected to have a wolf in him, why he is expected to be strong. It also certainly doesn't help his situation when his mate hates him to the guts for simply because the way he is. It wasn't his fault that he was born a human, without a wolf and a male. "I don't know what you expect from me!" I yell, tears forming in my eyes as I look into his golden eyes. He has a stoned expression as he stares at me with so much hatred. I hate it. "Exactly! You are too low for my expectations that I can hardly expect anything from you." He spits, his cold words shattering my heart in many pieces. I don't want this. I don't want to be his mate. New chapter on Monday and Friday Started October 4, 2024 #3 wolfs #9 lgbtpride #1 intense

Only His by NeverBroken

Gay romance mxm (MATURE!!. Smutty) (NOT mpreg) ⚠️🔞⚠️ Kai and Shadow have been best friends forever, but not long after their eighteen birthday, they notice a change in their wolves. Omegas are treated like literal bitches of a pack. They get bullied and treated like trash as others force them to submit and do their dirty work. Most wolves are beta but after they have reached the age of maturity, their wolf can change to an alpha, or worse, an omega. Omegas are rare, but one teen finds its happens more often than one would think, when a day hanging out by the river leads to his best friend holding him down and biting his neck. One became omega. One alpha. These best friends know they must keep the secret and the only way to do that is through a very gay ritual of sorts... Can they fool everyone? Or will their dirty little secret get out? *PLEASE READ!! *this story contains mention of sexual assault* dark themes** BE WARNED!!there are a like 2 BI SCENES! (mxfxm) that I've noticed pisses everyone off so be warned about that. This IS A GAY romance with almost all mxm. The bi scenes are like two scenes probably lasting three chapters nothing serious.

Stuck in the Middle (MxMxM)✔ by DarkSparx

After getting bitten by an animal, Ryder finds himself developing strange new abilities. What's more, two guys at his university begin trying to convince him to move to their respective towns. It's not until his run-in with the local rogues that he learns he's becoming a werewolf, and now has two packs fighting over which one he'll join. The problem is, he's not sure he wants to join either. Especially not when he finds himself smack in the middle of two future alphas and their history together. Warning! This book features gay relationships between three individuals that will evolve into a poly relationship. There will be explicit open-door scenes later on, thus the 'Mature' tag. If you have a problem with gay sex, LGBTQ relationships, or polygamy, then know you have been warned. #1 in Polyamory 8/3/2024 #2 in Gay 8/3/2024 #2 in bxb 8/3/2024 #3 in Werewolf 8/5/2024

Moonstruck ✔️ by xploringwonderland

When the Alpha's son returns to claim over his father's title of new Alpha, Shay is pleasantly surprised to find out that the cold man is his mate. But Shay soon grows uncertain about where their relationship is headed or whether it'll last at all. With the pressure of having to not disappoint his parents, having to accept the role as future Luna and mistrust and betrayal within the pack - it's safe to say Shay has his work cut out for him. --------- start date: december 2020 finish date: december 2021 ---------

Hello? (bxbxbxb) by Eclipse1311

A cliche wrong number story. Boy gets girl's number, boy texts the wrong person, etc. You know how it goes. But what if boy finds the exact opposite of what he was looking for? What if he finds more than that? --Disclaimer-- I don't own any of the pictures used in this story --Possible Triggers/Warnings-- Mention of depression and suicide Mention of suicidal thoughts and feelings Strong and suggestive language I hope you enjoy this story! (This is not edited so if you see any mistakes feel free to point them out and I'll try to get around to fixing things) Achievements #1 in messages 4/3/2021 #4 in mxmxmxm 4/3/2021 #4 in gayfiction 4/9/2021 #1 in gayaf 8/20/2021 #3 in loveislove 9/18/2021 #1 in gaylove 10/23/2022 #3 in bxb 10/23/2022 #3 in mxm 10/23/2022

The Oracles Mates by JadeLoveRosie

Serenity had lived wither her abusive Alpha for years before she was rescued by the twin Stone Alphas of the blood moon pack. She quickly grew close to their mate, Cassandra. For the first time in years Serenity feels like she can finally breath. Within minutes of arriving to her new pack she meets her mate, the gamma, Aofie. While her mate decides to ignore her and the mate bond Serenity decides that she is going to do whatever she wants. After having a almost one night stand with a human male, Serenity decides that she needs to get herself, and her hormones under control. Serenity later finds that she has another mate she knew nothing about, and his presence terrified her. Aofie is the gamma to the twin Alphas' Jeremiah and Josiah. After meeting his Luna he became close with her, letting her know his secrets, all except one. Aofie was a pure Alpha. After losing his parents many years ago he has been getting potions form witches that mask his scent making his alpha genes dormant allowing him to appear as a gamma. Aofie begins to lose control of his Alpha instincts as he discovers he has a mate, and she refuses to leave him alone. Damien Black is the Head warrior for the blood moon pack. After being away training other packs for over a year he comes back to discover that he has a mate, and she continuously runs from him even going as far as to claim that she already has a mate. Damien did not mind, he always loved a challenge anyway. Continuing Serenity's story From The Stone Alpha's of the West

My Unwanted Mate by TrasheGrl

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Tears and Smiles (Boyxboy) by -notthatmahi

Axel looked with tears in his eyes as he saw his ex-boyfriend walking hand in hand with his best friend. He never expected it to be this way. No not at all. All three of them were going to be in a relationship forever. A happy ending. But this was not how he envisioned it. He loved both of them. He would die for any of them. But now both of them are killing him. His heart shattered into a million pieces as they walked away from him. How could he get over this? Only fate will tell. This is an edited version of the story. I mean it was heavily edited and the ending was changed. The original version is on my profile read it if you want (this version is way more liked)

Desirable (mxm) by dreammcatcher

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Man Or Monster

Callum Black. That was Callum's name, his identity, yet he was never called that. His family, his pack, his peers, and just about everybody else called him weak, pathetic, ugly, faggot, worthless. So that had become his identity, not Callum Black. Callum's father was the pack's Beta, and his siblings were the sort that made a strong pack leader proud. Callum had always been a bit of a runt, perhaps enduringly, until it was not anymore, until he was thirteen and decidedly Omega and it was embarrassing. To him, to his father, to his pack. Ryker Adam's was the son of the Alpha, and had everything going for him. He was gonna do great things and make his father proud. He was adored. So when the little, mousy male Omega turned out to be his mate he did not hesitate in remedying that. It was not really surprising; Ryker was Callum's public enemy #1 and the stuff of his nightmares. This was the beginnings of Callum's story. Callum ran. Callum ran into the arms of his found family and himself. And he was definitely not who he thought he was. A cruel twist of fate and the whims of the gods had changed everything. While he was gone the pack was changing too, including the people who had hurt him. Four long years had passed. And Callum was coming home, but he bore no resembles to the boy that had left. This was a man, a monster.