Ashley who has been keeping (guarding )her virginity for 19 years . When she finally losses it she decides to keep a diary ( Writing down not only what happened but how she felt about it) . Because she found out that writing your feelings down on paper helps with anxiety. But the real anxiety starts when she looses not just a book with daily happenings but a book with her emotions spatter on every page . She is not just in search for a book but she is finding herself.All Rights Reserved