The years fading away

When I was younger I used to be so beautiful but I didn't know it cos I was shy and had no confidence,. when I hit about 19 I got confidence and experience the party life. I was beautifu,l confident but the only thing wrong in my life was my career. Every year is different for me but one thing I always never had was  friendship. I'm realizing that I don't need to have friends, if it's not ment to be then maybe that's how it's suppose to be. Years has gone by and I have a wonderful job and all the confidence in the world and my knowledge is becoming unlimited but my looks has always been my highlighter  for me. It's now fading.