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um, so, this is awkward ★ [parksborn]

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fuckinghelpmewhatisthis hotmess msm msm2017 parksborn peterxharry

peter is practically drowning in work. spider-man stuff and w.e.b. preparations has him sleep deprived and exhausted. harry is really confused. he can't seem to figure out what he really wants, and it's ripping him in two. they both want to tell each other how they feel... but how?

i hate myself for doing this yet i crave it so badly 

uh. this fandom is pretty much dead lol but idgaf

and one more thing, this is msm (2017), if you couldnt already tell by the thumbnail (by kelly kao btw)All Rights Reserved

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Red Web Redemption by VeroVer6

****** "Sometimes it gets really bad and the voices get too loud so I just blow my brains out for a couple of hours of peace." I blurted out. He looked at me like he was in pain. That's dumb, I'm the one with the pain here, don't look at me like that. "Don't look at me like that" "Like what?" "Like I'm a pathetic loser who needs thoughts and prayers." "That's not how I'm looking at you." "Sure it is." "No. I just think it sucks that you have to deal with all that and also be disliked by most other people. I think you deserve someone who would understand you and give you the comfort you need to make it all more bearable." I looked at him and blinked. My lungs felt heavy and my jaw clenched. I swallowed slowly and blinked again. He put down his fork and licked his lips, looking into my eyes the whole while. {Are we about to kiss right now?} ****** *Alternating between Deadpool and Spider-Man POV, a story of practical strangers-turned friends-turned lovers. spideypool (I do all the art myself btw, using references from the comic books.)

Silent Hero ✔️ by onedropstories

Peter Parker's been through some tough shit in his fifteen year lifespan. From losing two sets of parents to getting kidnapped by HYDRA and landing himself in an orphanage, you could say he's been to hell and back. Becoming mute didn't help him much either. What happens when he gets adopted by two of the most famous people in the world, while still trying to keep his secret identify of Spider-Man safe? // All characters belong to Marvel Comics. I own nothing except the plot \\

Stuck In Hell With My Enemy by Toxiic_Lay

"What the fuck is your problem?" I asked my sworn enemy. "Have you lost your damn mind!" I scream at the top of my lungs. This bitch better answer me before I lose my shit. "HELLOO!" I get closer this time. Now I'm directly in his face screaming at him. "WILL YOU FUCKING AN- mmfp." I was suddenly cut off by his lips on mine. He pushed his tongue into my mouth, exploring every inch like he's starving. He lets me go and I have to gasp in order to catch my breath. I already know my face is flushed and red. "Are you done princess?" He asked in his dark gravely tone. Dammit if he doesn't stop with this princess thing I think I may fall in love. "Yes, now what the fuck was that for?" I took a step back, so he doesn't decide to just kiss me again. I can't do that again. I am almost one hundred percent sure my panties are soaked. "You were talking too much." Then he just walked away. God he's such an asshole! ~*~ Clara is stuck in this hell hole of a place because of the fact that her parents are blackmailing her to stay. Will she be able to find love here with a certain Kylo Miller or will she push him away because she's scared of being hurt again? I guess we'll find out together. ~*~ THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN: Mature language Mature themes Explicit sexual scenes Mentions of death Mentions of Eating disorders

Spider-Man, Across the Spider Verse. by Selenaylosdinos

Miles Morales x Fem!Reader. Part two. MAJOR SPOILER WARNING FOR SPIDER-MAN ACROSS THE SPIDER VERSE. IF YOU AINT WATCH THE MOVIE, I WANT YOU TO LOOK UP A WEBSITE CALLED "goku.to" ONCE YOU DO THAT, LOOK UP THE MOVIE AND WATCH IT FOR YOURSELF. PLEASE AND THA K YOU, PLUS YOU'RE WELCOM. (If you use it and you click something on the website and it takes you too another page about a vpn, don't mind it, it's hackers trying to get you to use their website or app so they can hack you, so don't make that mistake, please. All you have to do is close that page and click the movie again, it should work.) I literally just published the Into the Spider verse book. If you haven't read that, I want you to retrace your steps, click my page, and find it. It should literally be the only other book there is. Don't make that mistake, pleasessss(keep in mind I said this when I first published the book, so I might not edit that) Started- June 25th, 2:11 am. Finished- July 19th, 10:13 pm.

His Last Hope by lonely-nerd

Peter Parker, an orphan who's been in the system since he was 3 years old, he's now 15 and has no hope of finding a family accepting the fact that he's going to be there until he's 18. He doesn't believe in happy endings, he doesn't believe he deserves one. Peter finds that the one thing he always wanted more than anything but never thought have he'd get, he finally has. A family. But will he let them in? What happens when they find out he's SpiderMan? What happens when he's in the worse place he's ever been in? Will his new family be able to save him? Will he get the happy ending he doesn't believe in? Sorry I suck at descriptions. Trigger Warning: Drugs, Anxiety, Self harm, Depression, Eating disorders, Suicidal thoughts, mentions of rape. Recently fixed mistakes.

The Pain I'm In || Peter parker || [Completed]✔ by KonekoJr

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

Getting Up, Giving In - Just Please Don't Give Up On Me by OfficialUSMWriter

Peter took deep breath and blurted out before he bit off his own tongue, "I'mkindof-sortof-Spider-Man,"and winced. His fingers curled anxiously around the loop atop his backpack as he stared at his friend. Harry stared back at him blankly, blinked once, and leaned forward. "What?" <><><><> A retelling of the "Carnage" episode in season 2. A scenario in which Peter HAD told Harry he was Spider-Man before Goblin arrived, and how that information impacts their relationship. Also, this ficlet is full-on Parksborn. So, if you don't ship those lads, this might not be the fic for you. [COMPLETE] [Ranked #1 in GOBLIN, 1/30/2019] [Ranked #4 in PINING, 1/29/2019]

If You Need Me by _marlie_b

*sequel to 'Just Out of Reach'* 'how to deal with your boyfriend's girlfriend returning from the dead' was not in any girlfriend handbook y/n was ever able to find, nor was 'how to date an avenger with anger issues.' y/n always has a weird itch in the back of her neck when it comes to cindy, mj takes on a new apprentice, lazlo apparently is seeing a masked vigilante in secret and it's probably the most stable relationship of this entire series, étienne teaches little kids swear words in french, some old friends decide to pop back in for a fun surprise, and in the end peter just decides to commit a touch of treason. basically, just your average senior year of college.

Perfect Fate ✔ (Moved To Inkitt) by fanoshkaflippo

Wattpad Creator! Happy and proud. HIM: Staying the night? Not my thing. Hearts and flowers? Boring. Falling in love? Not anytime soon. Settling down? Off the table. Getting married? You're kidding me, right? That was me before the night we first met. Because, well, meeting a hot chick that made me hard just by looking at her was definitely not in my plans when I sneaked out of a woman's apartment after what was already a long night. Taking her home and getting her a chocolate cake, though, was kind of intentional. But falling for her? Boy, that was pretty much inevitable. HER: He came out of nowhere, literally. I was there, sitting on that bench, barefoot and crying and just getting my heart broken in peace and silence. Then he appeared, all mad and furious and sexy and tall and just drool-worthy! And just like that, despite my poor attempts of escaping him, he had me wrapped in his world. A crazy yet heart-fluttering world, that I have absolutely no intentions of leaving anytime soon. ------- Character development is a main theme in this book. It shows you how they both work on changing for the better, while trying to overcome the obstacles in their relationship and fight for each other till the end. ** Warning!! Some chapters contain sexual scenes, but there's always a warning at the head of the chapter. Do not read them if you're under 18.** * Also, please beware that this story contains a lot of swearing. Read at your own risk. * **I don't own any photos used in this book. All are found on the internet for public use.** Highest Rankings: Sexy - #1 Love - #1 General Fiction - #41 Romance - #46 ------ ** Copyright © 2014 by Fanoshka Flippo (Farah Fekry). All rights reserved. No part of this document may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without prior written permission of Fanoshka Flippo / Farah Fekry. **

mr.stark, help... by thesagasandwich

⚠️tw⚠️ ⚠️dysphoria⚠️ ⚠️Selfharm⚠️ ⚠️abuse⚠️ ⚠️Slurs⚠️ (I ended this one very quickly in a very lazy and bad way due to deririorating mental health, I'm sorry) Peter finds himself in an internship with his hero, tony stark. tony soon learns about peters abusive foster home. but, much like a car sinking in water, things have to get worse before they get better. This is one of those stories where one moment it's wholesome boyfriend time, and the next Peter is about to die. 📷 cover photo taken by me 📷 📸 cover photo edited by me 📸 (I'll do covers for you if you want, just message me) Also, I would like to point out that in this story we see when mj join the group, she joins during this story.

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Red Web Redemption

"Sometimes it gets really bad and the voices get too loud so I just blow my brains out for a couple of hours of peace." I blurted out. He looked at me like he was in pain. That's dumb, I'm the one with the pain here, don't look at me like that. "Don't look at me like that" "Like what?" "Like I'm a pathetic loser who needs thoughts and prayers." "That's not how I'm looking at you." "Sure it is." "No. I just think it sucks that you have to deal with all that and also be disliked by most other people. I think you deserve someone who would understand you and give you the comfort you need to make it all more bearable." I looked at him and blinked. My lungs felt heavy and my jaw clenched. I swallowed slowly and blinked again. He put down his fork and licked his lips, looking into my eyes the whole while. {Are we about to kiss right now?} *Alternating between Deadpool and Spider-Man POV, a story of practical strangers-turned friends-turned lovers. spideypool (I do all the art myself btw, using references from the comic books.)