Fever dream

Cold sweats in the middle of the night
And flashbacks of you and I in your sweats
How'd you make mean feel so nice?
Now I'm starting to see this new guy
But it just don't feel right
Even though he might be
And you're so bad for me
But I want your love every morning
Waking up with him but I wish you'd call me
I still miss our extremes
Like
Your 'come over' texts at midnight
Rolling out of bed for your lies
Putting glitter on my blind eyes
Loving you wasn't as it seemed
And finding good in bad and ugly
Deep down knowing you don't love me
I'd leave again before the morning
Loving you was a fever dream
I must havе been so sick for your touch
To be the fix, fell in lovе
With being used
Now he showers me with gifts and flowers
But I miss taking showers with you
But you're so bad for me
But I want your love every morning
Waking up with him but I wish you'd call me
I still miss our extremes
Like
Your 'come over' texts at midnight
Rolling out of bed for your lies
Putting glitter on my blind eyes
Loving you wasn't as it seemed
And finding good in bad and ugly
Deep down knowing you don't love me
I'd leave again before the morning
Loving you was a fever dream