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I've been writing this as a some kind of diary I guess?

i'm just posting here as a way for me to improve my writing and developing  skills plus i d get to hear feedback from you guys so win-win situation.All Rights Reserved

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him after me || dnf ✓

It's hard to watch the love of your life spiral into darkness, it's even harder when you cant help. After Oliver's death, he watches over his boyfriend George as he gets pulled into self-destructive behaviours of grief and pain until one day he sees how one person can change George's life. 'him after me', a bitter-sweet love story. ----------------- There's no nsfw!!! This book will contain suicidal themes, death, drugs, alcohol, panic attacks/anxiety, etc. Please be careful. edit: it's been exactly a year since I started this and I strongly dislike it lol - 📆 Started: August 1st, 2021 Completed: August 14th, 2021 - 🏅Top Rankings #4: gay #4: boyxboy 🥇#1: george 🥈#2: dreamnotfound 🥈#2: minecraft 🥈#2: mcyt 🥉#3: gream 🥇#1: gnf 🥈#2: georgenotfound 🥉#3: sapnap 🥇#1: dreamwastaken 🥇#1: dream

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