The mirror could show the reflection of a strong woman, a successful woman, this can be seen by anyone who looks at me ... but not me ... I'm not like that ... I'm not strong, I live permanently in the past, I can't enjoy in the present, in no case can I dream of the future. How to do that, when I live permanently in the shadow of the past that I can't get away from ... A nightmare I can't wake up from ... "I always see him ... his face is imprinted here, he puts his palm on his forehead, it's a nightmare that I relive every night ... I can't escape, I can't wake up, I can't smile ..." To go to work, to smile, to lie to my colleagues and friends, to lie to myself that this time it will be different, now I will not take people away from me, I will not hide anymore ... But what to do when everyone looks at me with pity ... I don't want their pity! In the depths of my soul I know what I want ... I want to meet the passion ... that passion that consumes you, that can consume you ... I want to feel at least once in my life. "... he comes towards me with confident, firm steps, I can't help but compare him to a cat that is about to sprout its prey ..." "I look into his eyes to gain courage, to face what is to come ... he gives me confidence, he makes me stronger ... I am stronger with him." I mention that this book has already been published in Romanian and it is a real success, I decided to publish it in English, for those who wish ... I urge you to leave comments and impressions according to the chapters that you like or not ... I'm really looking forward to your opinions ... maybe a ⭐. Thanks