Some poetry about my depression, self harm, being suicidal, and social anxiety that I've written. *TRIGGER WARNING* This book of my poetry is not to support or glorify self harm, suicide, or mental illnesses such as depression and social anxiety in any way. It serves as a mere way to show how I'm feeling to the world without having to verbally explain it to people, as that is too difficult for me to do. It is also a way to show others that they're not alone in what they're going through, that it isn't so strange to"have it all," like a person such as myself is thought to have, and still have serious mental illnesses and thoughts such as these. With that warning, please enjoy my poetry.