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What I Thought I Had (EDITING)

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This is the story of Catherine Nesbo. Who survived against all odds. She lost herself in the process but once she returned to Christ. She began a new life


 ••"I have not been the best wife I could be and therefore deserve everything he has done even God thinks so"°°




~~NB~~

~~It is labeled mature for the violence~~

~~THERE IS NO SEXUAL CONTENT~~
~~ HEAVILY DEPICTED VIOLENCE~~
~~MENTIONS OF RAPE~~All Rights Reserved

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