my kids

I really love my kids and care for them but at times I swear they are mocking me especially when I put them to bed each night after they have had there fun terrorizing me they go to sleep but then they wake up and start ruining all my things it's so hard being a mom at the age of 24 I swear I feel like I'm older then my age normally but when it comes to my kids they always make sure mommy's legs work well lol I mean they are fun loving babies it's just there are days I need a drink or two there names are nova and Mya Mya is 3 and nova is 10 months they team up each night to make my life a living nightmare some times I be like ugh! I should have used the plan B but other nights they are my angles I swear without my kids I wouldn't even be alive today back then I use to struggle with depression and wanted to end my life badly and wished all my pain and suffering would go away but when I got pregnant things seem to have taken a different turn I began to change my thoughts and emotions rapidly I felt new and happy