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Jester (Man x Man) ✔

sweetcaressesofmay

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Reads 250,238
Votes 11,364
Parts 45
Time 4h 49m

sweetcaressesofmay

Mature

bl bxb bxblove depression drama gay gayaf gayfiction gaylove lgbt lgbt-themed lgbtfiction lgbtpride lgbtqia lgbtrights malexmale manxman mentaldisorder mxm ptsd texttospeech youngadult

Eli is the guy with the loudest laughter and the sunniest smile. What his friends don't know is that he wants to die and that it's all planned to the last detail. The day Eli meets Benjamin is supposed to be his last, but it seems like Benjamin isn't going to let him go so easily..

CW: suicide, depression, rape, PTSD, addiction

2021-2022

𝙅𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨:
× Jester
× Miles Apart, sequel
× above all, spin-offAll Rights Reserved

bl bxb bxblove depression drama gay gayaf gayfiction gaylove lgbt lgbt-themed lgbtfiction lgbtpride lgbtqia lgbtrights malexmale manxman mentaldisorder mxm ptsd texttospeech youngadult

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The Bet | Gay BxB | by dollygrand

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