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Jester (MxM) ✔

sweetcaressesofmay

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Reads 270,004
Votes 11,985
Parts 45
Time 4h 49m

sweetcaressesofmay

Mature

bl bxb bxblove depression drama gay gayaf gayfiction gaylove lgbt lgbt-themed lgbtfiction lgbtpride lgbtqia lgbtrights malexmale manxman mentaldisorder mxm ptsd texttospeech youngadult

Eli is the guy with the loudest laughter and the sunniest smile. What his friends don't know is that he wants to die and that it's all planned to the last detail. The day Eli meets Benjamin is supposed to be his last, but it seems like Benjamin isn't going to let him go so easily..

CW: suicide, depression, rape, PTSD, addiction

2021-2022

𝙅𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨:
× Jester
× Miles Apart, sequel
× above all, spin-offAll Rights Reserved

bl bxb bxblove depression drama gay gayaf gayfiction gaylove lgbt lgbt-themed lgbtfiction lgbtpride lgbtqia lgbtrights malexmale manxman mentaldisorder mxm ptsd texttospeech youngadult

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Bound by Fate by cherryy-bomb

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Stay (M×M) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

You love your best friend, he doesn't love you back. He has met a girl, a pretty little thing, he's in love with her. He's your only friend, but he has new friends. They're toxic and no good for you, either of you. They treat you like sh*t, and when you get treated like sh*t often enough, you start to believe it's what you deserve. And before you know it, you're drowning. You're drowning in deep, cold water. William and Aydan have been inseparable for ten years, due to an arrangement William's wealthy dad made to make sure his asocial son has at least one friend. During those years William has secretly fallen in love with Aydan. Once Aydan starts going out with a girl named Claudia, William wants to keep his friend close even if it hurts. Soon things start to change between them and Aydan's first love has more dangerous consequences than anyone could have guessed. CW: violence, depression 2020 (original), 2021 (edited)

We're Okay by i-kiss-pans

Ben is in a slump. After his "girlfriend" dumps him, he begins to feel his life is in a downward spiral. With a little crew of bullies with bad hair days every day and very few people to depend on, he's got a time bomb hovering over him, counting down the days until his bottled emotions blow up in his face. When a turn of events flips his world around, he's debating if second chances for loved ones are worth the risk. Ben is beginning to learn that you have to roll with the punches sometimes. Who knows? You might just find more than what you were looking for.

BELIEVE {BxB} by jay24west

In which two best friends gets accused of murdering a white student at a college party in Texas. They go to avoid the law together by going on a run. Only then, they get more closer than anything. They'll ride or die for each other and is down for anything that is going to come next. Even if that includes falling in love. "You gone ride or die for me?" "I was with you before, I'll be with you now. I ain't going nowhere."

ILL LOVERS by amarinell

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Bound by Fate

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