Jester (MxM) ✔
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Eli is the guy with the loudest laughter and the sunniest smile. What his friends don't know is that he wants to die and that it's all planned to the last detail. The day Eli meets Benjamin is supposed to be his last, but it seems like Benjamin isn't going to let him go so easily..
CW: suicide, depression, rape, PTSD, addiction
2021-2022
𝙅𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨:
× Jester
× Miles Apart, sequel
× above all, spin-off
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