craving for pain

Maybe no matter how far away my
heart in your arms i still couldn't
forget those igniting lies you did.

Those days that tortured
my tormented souls are the
days that you made my life
useless to be seen by
another morning.

How could this be that even you're
the death that i feared the most,
you're still the cure
for me and the only way
to be save in nothingness.