I Hate This World

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What is the meaning of this?

Why am I here? What is the reason I'm living? It's definitely not because of my parents. Not for friends. I have no lover so, that means I live for nothing which means I'll die for nothing.

Why am I not dead? What is the reason I'm still here? I have the materials, so why not pull the trigger? I have no reason to live so why can't I die? Why won't I die? Why shouldn't I die?

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