{PREQUEL TO : _______, ______} " that's us. the loser squad. crazy, even. we're the screw-ups, fucked over for all eternity. " ~ " hyung, please, come back to me. " ~ he never returned. ~ when chittaphon leechaiyapornkul, or ten as he goes by, is left by the love of his life, he doesn't expect to meet the other five years later. and ten doesn't expect to still want to love him. but taeyong's changed. he seems to not want anything to do with ten. what happened? • BOOK ONE OF THE " lessons of life " TRILOGY • ~ originally a oneshot from "the meme group" (which means it has purposeful lowercase) contains: - swearing - depression mentions - suicide mentions - anxiety mentions - ✨ s m u t ✨ - i had an existential crisis writing this so uh yeah the meaning of life is really explored here so if you dont wanna go through it i dont recommend reading side ships : xiaohenyang, norenmin, yuwin started : 21/09/18 (published 23/11/50) ended : ongoing