Dark But Beautiful

"You... Know... I.. I've... This rule... About... Fal.. falling... I..in... Love..." He tells me in between his laugh.

"I think you hit your head. Can I see where you got hurt?" I asked him to change the love subject. I don't want to hear his love without me in it

"No. I'm fine" he said finally stopping his laugh. But he has this mischief glint in his eyes. And he looks at me expectantly, so I asks him what he wants

"What rule?" And he tells me without any hesitation.

"That I've to feel something when the moment comes... Like kick in the gut feeling"
My heart beats like it will fall out of my chest in any moment... He has this shit eating grin placed on his face that I wanted to kiss away.

"But I didn't know the girl have to literally kick in my gut in order to realise that I'm in love with her!"

I think my heart just dropped from my chest to the floor!

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Most people fell in love with beautiful things. When we see beautiful things like a doll or a piece of jewelry or a pair of shoes or a pretty dress or even a breathtaking beauty of nature, we want to have them to our selves. To take care of it... To keep it safe... It's the same thing when we fall in love with beautiful people. It's not all about external beauty though. Maybe their beautiful personality that we fall in love with, or a beautiful heart or a soul or we fall in love with the way they interact with you or any other people... It's always the beautiful things...

But here is Zooni, a 22 year old married girl who fell in love with the man who have a broken heart and a dark soul wishing that she could find some beautiful things in him... And he is absolutely not her husband...