so this is life?

so this is life?

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Ongoing7m

Last published Fri, Nov 26, 2021

sad tiefgründig

german story ließ einfach :) ⚠Suizides verhalten, Selbstverletzung, Selbstvernachlässigung⚠ etwas inspiriert bei "no longer human" von osamu dazai

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Disclaimer: This photo doesn't belong to me. It's belong to moka_usr on Instagram, so go check out her art. This is reupload because I didn't like how I started out, so I made better stories than before. Dazai and Chuuya knew each other for a long time. And despite being enemies, they love each other...... in their own ways. Expect random, exciting stories with a little adventure. I like to be different when it comes to writing stories. Warning: Swearing Dazai being Dazai Mention of suicide

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