Not On Christmas
joshleen_is_bae
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  • Parts 29
  • Time 1h 8m
joshleen_is_bae
Complete, First published Dec 23, 2014
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13 year old Bridget McMillan has just wanted to be normal. But she is far from it.
She doesn't have anywhere to go for the holidays. When 2 people walk unexpectedly through the door of her boarding school cafeteria, her story is about to be completely rewritten.
This book is based on my ideas only so please don't copy.
TRIGGER WARNING!: Contains self harm, depression, eating disorders and other events that may bother some people.

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Can You Chase Away The Darkness?

18 parts Complete

"Exactly what a hormonal, ex-self-harming 18 year old girl with anxiety needed." Claire McDonald has just moved to San Diego and is less than excited about starting at her new school, Clairemont High. However, she soon meets Jaime Preciado and his friends and her life is turned upside down.

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