mixed feelings // dreamnotfound

⊰⊰Trigger Warnings: Self-harm, suicide mention, drugs/alcohol intake, abuse, sexual assault mention

⊰⊰Dream has been living with his roommate Sapnap for the past few months; having spent years trying to distance himself from his parents. Whilst going somewhere with Sapnap in hopes of distracting himself from an unexpected text, he instead encounters somebody he quickly becomes infatuated with. Despite striving to convince himself otherwise, Dream finds himself in a state contrasting what he's persuaded himself for years. Spiraling thoughts, recurring anguish, and ceaseless admiration, all because of one brunette he encountered at a subway on a cold December night.