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Towards Redemption

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Life had never been easy for Siddhartha Basu. He had always had a strong apathy towards his ruined blood which carried memories of prostitution and dangerous addiction. 

Since teenage, he had felt a sense of void and living in a dysfunctional family didn't quite help. What happens when the hope of finding something out there which can fill up the emptiness inside, is destroyed and turns you into a monster who feeds off yourself and the one whom you may consider to be dear?

How do you deal with the trauma of having a spoilt, torn and sullied soul? How do you live when you hate your very existence?

Shrestha left and Siddhartha knew he was the cause...he has but two choices now. What will he choose, that is the only question.

Wanna dig deep into the twisted psychologies of an addict? Read Towards Redemption.
 Do not try to understand his logic, that is the first understanding you should have before going to read weird psychologies.

Warning: Contains hints of sexual matters, has mentions of self-harm. So read at your own discretion.

Note: This is a standalone, but to dig deep into the characters, read  *SCORNED*

Start Date- 1/11/21
Completion Date- 6/11/2021All Rights Reserved

darkness dishonesty inner-struggle innerdemons innerthoughts male mentaldisorder mentalhealth mentallyunstable psychological relationship-complicated selfharmawareness selfhurt sexaddict sexualfantasy sexualfrustration shortstory suicidalthoughts suicideattempt

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