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Hawks//the past doesn't leave you

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This is a story about the number 2 hero, Hawks, about his past and how he became so ''successful''. Because of what he was forced to do when he worked with the other agency, now he tries, desperately to cover up his actions. He becomes paranoid and develops multiple mental disorders, but he tries to push thru, now, the only thing that motivates him being to save people and to be known as a pro hero, nothing more...nothing less...

Tw: This story might be triggering for some of you, so I suggest to read with moderation. It might/will contain mentions of depression, paranoia, impostor syndrome, self harm, suicidal thoughts, dark thoughts, violence etc. 

Also, I have some pretty nice ideas for this fic, so I REALLY hope that I will have the motivation to keep writing and who knows...maybe even finish it, therefore, please let me know if there are any spelling mistakes or anything like that. Wish me luck, I'll most definitely need itAll Rights Reserved

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