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This is a story about a non-binary teen going through depression and severe eating disorders. This is a very dark book so if you are sensitive to any of the list below, I suggest you stay away from this one.
⚠️THIS STORY INCLUDES⚠️
•Severe Depression
•Severe Eating Disorders
•Abuse of Illegal Substances
•Physical/emotional/verbal Abuse
•Anxiety
•Sexual Topics and Scenes
•Rape
•Panic Attacks
•Age regression
•Psychological Damage
•Self Harm
•Death/Near Death
⚠️STAY AWAY IF THESE TRIGGER YOU⚠️
This is a way for me to vent my dark thoughts but I am okay. If you relate to this story in anyway, please contact someone. You can talk to a trusted adult, police, or even me. Here is the suicide hotline if you need it.
(800) 273-8255
I love you all.
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