my own mind

After that her mother passed away she became a elite. But she doesn't like that. She had to go to a new school and leave her friends behind. But when she goes to her new school she have to deal with her panic attacks and her headaches and her weird dreams. She is happy that she can figure things out with her best friend James. But when a new elite arrived at her school everything changes with the dreams. Are they memories or is he lying because he is in love with her? And if it are memories is her father then still alive?