goodnight is the new goodbye
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Contenido adultoConcluida vie, ene 14, 202224m
most of this about me trying to cope with what happened in the ending of "all in my head," and it all takes place within one year of that one night in the car.
however, there is still some miscellaneous stuff about other things, but they still describe some of the things i went through during that one year timeframe. what happened in the ending of "all in my head" also influenced the miscellaneous stuff like how gasoline fuels a fire. i tried not to write about that one person much because i wanted to move on, but obviously i failed.
another painful thing i learned that one night is that.... goodnight is the new goodbye.
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