The mind of a manipulated teenage boy

New caption(2023-): This is an old diary i kept, to talk about my toxic friendship with a girl i thought liked, that manipulated me. It shows my growth, maturing and struggles over the years. I want to share my experiences as a flaud human being, trying to help others to understand their own lifes and emotions. I will try to keep this going, as a new person, with new struggles (will contain spelling mistakes, that i might work out over time)

Old caption (2021-2022):alright. I'm writing this for myself. Idk why. Usually I hate writing. Especially writing down my problems doesn't usually work for me. But there is so much stuff in my head that I just have to write it down for once, so my own twisted fucking mind doesn't mix it all up again. I will not pay any attention to spelling mistakes or such.