"Longing"
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  • Reads 314
  • Votes 14
  • Parts 6
  • Time 3h 35m
Ongoing, First published Nov 04, 2021
Mature
A tale of two people who were ripped away from everything they'd ever known and made to do horrible things. Decades apart yet their story is nearly the same.

    Jesse had been captured 13 years previously. She was tortured, experimented on, trained, and conditioned by a rogue branch of Hydra. After doing their bidding for so long, she was betrayed by her handlers. 
     When she's taken back to the Avengers compound after being supposedly fatally injured in a failed mission, a certain super-soldier begins to realize he may care for her on a deeper level than he realizes. But will his feelings still be the same once he finds out why she was captured in the first place? 
    Will any of the rest of them want anything to do with her once they know what she's done? 
    What will she do if her captors find out she's still alive? Can she ever learn to make peace with herself, and her past?

The Avengers saved her from a certain death at the hands of her captors, but will Bucky be able to save her from herself? 
     
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***TAGS ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE AS STORY PROGRESSES***

Important to note: BOLD PRINT= dreams/nightmares(though some bold print may be used as headers for letters or notes),  ITALICS= either flash backs or notes/letters,  ANY WORDS UNDERLINED= signatures

THIS WILL BE A SLOW BUILDUP STORY.

(This is my first ever fanfic so please, have mercy.  It will be ongoing but I'm not certain as to how soon I can get the parts updated. NOTE: Not all chapters will be of the same length. MOST LIKELY SLOW UPDATES.... I'm having to write this on paper then type it out on my phone, so it could possibly be several days or perhaps weeks until the next installment. Thank you kindly for your patience and I hope you enjoy.) 


(This story is my own personal work. The character Jesse is my own creation.  All Marvel characters mentioned in this story are of course property of Marvel. I make NO claim to any of them.)
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