Reincarnated As A VILLIAN Character

When I was 3 year old, I have remembered my past life. In my past life I was a Yakuza who have been betray by my only trust friend I still remember how they laughing at me while I was die. In my new life I hope to find a good people and have a happy family.... but I was wrong. I realise that I have reincarnated into 1 of my hate Hate Novel. Well why I say I hate the novel because the the villian a. k. a ME will die in the end of the novel basically I 'm the last Boss in the Novel BUT it not because about I will die in the end but it because I DO NOT WANT TO DIE like a coward But I want to DIE with a PRIDE.