No Regrets (a levi x Suicidal reader)

You were a brilliant child at the age of 17 but once your brother and your mother died and you were left with a drunk abusive father you became depressed and you thought no one would ever love you so you turned to the blade for a way out. then one day you meet Levi Ackerman and you suddenly had crush on him but you knew no one would ever love you so you never talked to him and stayed away from every one until he found out.