The Girl I Can Never Have

I tried to end my life, i was alone. No one was here with me. I just wanted a friend. This is my diary, my only friend, the only thing that knows me inside and out. And this is my story.

Maya never knew she could love somebody. But how does she feel now?

Idk if I would call this a story or something but I'm just gonna write my how I feel. Basically it's me telling you how I'm slowly becoming nothing more than a memory to the woman I really love and that no matter how much time passes I'll still be here. Hopefully you can relate or just like it

This is for anyone, anyone at all, who has ever hated themselves. It is something I wish someone wrote down, so that's what I'm doing. Please don't hate yourself. You are human, and that is something to be proud of. So whenever you feel bad, please just take a look at this.

I wanted to write down exactly how I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could not have described it any better.

𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘. ❝ i never thought i could feel like this, even after you've broken my heart. ❞ 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 - 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐀𝐒 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐁𝐘 @𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬

Farkle & Riley love story.

❝ i'm chasing roller coasters. i've got to have you closer now. endless romantic stories; you never could control me. ❞ © httpriarkle | 2017 rewritten. | hit 50K on 11/27/16. [DISCONTINUED]

it was dark and cold. i felt all alone like the whole world was collapsing in on me while everyone else quickly escaped and found their happiness. i thought i was the only one that felt empty and out of words to say. no more emotions. no more joy or happiness. no more "riley and maya". no more maya. (started: Jan. 9, 2018/finished: Jul. 18, 2019)

They were meant to be, until distance tore them apart. Now he's back, but new problems stand between them. All she wants is to be close to him.