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C. Alex - Notes In The Dark

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Durasi 18m

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I'm not sure how long humans are supposed to stay sane without human interaction but I've been doing alright so far I think. The silence is much worse anyway.

The initial shock of it all was extremely unnerving though. After the panic attack and near mental breakdown I sat down determinedly, pen in hand and started writing down what I knew about this whole situation.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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