pleas save me from myself

its not easy having a sickness for life that nobody els can know the pain she feels. she has bin bullied beaten and broken but shen Alex falls in love with her best friends ex.
she almost lost her best friend for this boy. her life is a mess but when things go right it turns upside down? or will she find her way by simply running away? could there be a twist with who she falls in love with? Will she go back home? or will a boy in her new home try to steal her heart when she's too afraid to ever give it away again.