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Dilemma of Love

SumaiyaShaikh838

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Reads 89
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Parts 5
Time 53m

SumaiyaShaikh838

Mature

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*This book is under EDIT! And also, this book is for those who like deep philosophical life shit with psychology in it. The book is based on heart break and moving on.* 





Don't tell me "love is unexplainable, it is beyond words." or, "Love is beautiful" or the worst, "love has many colours".
I think love is a shit. A very big and deep one. love is shit, and I knew it yet I did to prove it.
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How can anyone be this cruel?
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"Seinna my child" she said and laughed, her laughter was echoing in walls making me uncomfortable, "Who told you I love that pig? Thank god he is dead." She completely loosed her mind. WTF is she even speaking!?
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Why does Seinna hate, love much? What is the other angle of love she is sharing? Is this love horrific or strange? Who is that pig, Seinna's mother refering to? Did she killed him?All Rights Reserved

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