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How I Leave You

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Time 7h 42m

Reads 15,912
Votes 506
Parts 50
Time 7h 42m

Mature

It is as though Ilwien seeks out trouble with the hope that, among it, she might find adventure, too. But one day, it is a dwarf they call Thorin Oakenshield she finds instead. And perhaps that will be the worst trouble of all...

After losing her people in a brutal attack centuries ago, Ilwien does not hesitate to join a company of dwarves on a journey through which she might reclaim her homelands. She soon learns, however, that the leader of the company, a dwarf they call Thorin Oakenshield, seems set on hating her merely for the nature of her being. The question arises of who might manage to detest the other more, but then everything is turned upside down when Ilwien saves the dwarven king's life...


How I Leave You is the book I have always wanted to read, but after years of being unable to find anything resembling it, I decided to create it myself.

We have all read a good Thorin fic before. So I wanted to write a great one.


23/11/2021: #1 in thorinoakenshield
05/01/2022: #2 in thehobbitAll Rights Reserved

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Rue (A Thorin Oakenshield/Hobbit Fanfiction)

Talia Rue Ashenstone had known Thorin Oakenshield all of her life. From running around the halls of Erebor in their youth to running into battle, they had always been the closest of friends, always at each other's side. But when life turned sour for the dwarves and the wounds inflicted throughout their lives piled high, they knew that some things just wouldn't heal. And no matter how deep their love for one another grew, they were heavily burdened people, beaten down for every last breath they took in the harsh world. But those two... They would always fight back. This is a Fanfiction following the adventures of Thorin Oakenshield prior to and during J.R.R. Tolkien's novel, the Hobbit. DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the characters created by Tolkien or Jackson, except for, including, but not limited to: Talia Rue Ashenstone, Theresa Ashenstone, Lyssael, Beldan, etc. Aside from the main storyline, any other scenes or events are my own. All other rights go to J. R. R. Tolkien and Peter Jackson for the original works, the movies and novel of the Hobbit. I also do not own this image, credits go to it's rightful owner.