is that because i wanted to live ?
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is this because I wanted to live the word called happiness .after all the suffering moments that I lived I thought that I will forget .
-"mom please help me I feel pain"
🚫🚫attention please.
this novel isn't for the fainthearted peoples bc of the many sad scenes and vile words available in it.
but trust me you will never regret this is not arrogance okay😂😂 but I trust you if you love manhwa ana manga this is your destination. follow me
oh oh I forgot to say that this story will contain bloody.
rape🔞
verbal and physical violence
bullying and loneliness
suicidal ideation
so if you have any problems don't watched please
I think that i said everything
ooooooh my god I forgot to say that English is not my native language so if I make mistakes please forget them is just embarrassing😂😂😂
so let's gggggoooooo
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