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Soldier Of Pain (Bucky Barns Fanfiction) [COMPLETED STORY]

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After ten years of being tortured by Hydra, Y/n finally manages to escape. Soon after her best friend, Bucky Barns, finds his way back to her and the two of them go on the run, hiding from many different people. They might be free from Hydra, but they will never truly be free.

Somehow they manage to accidently get cought up in the middle of a civil war with the earths mightiest heroes.

What chaos will follow these two soldiers around? And can they both stop being stubborn and just admit they have feelings for each other?!


This is a Bucky Barns x Fem!Reader fanfiction. 


~Ranked #1 under Avengerfamily.
~Ranked #2 under Sensoryprocessingdisorder.
~Ranked #5 under Hydra.
~Ranked #14 under BuckyxReader.
~Ranked #17 under Soldier.
~Ranked #26 under Wakanda.




*Please note that this is only a first draft and is therefor mostly unedited.

*Disclaimer! I don't own marvel or any of the characters!All Rights Reserved

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