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I Am What You Made Me [A Monster]
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Last published Mon, Dec 18, 2023
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Amara Caelum never meant to fall in love.
Countless tragedies had turned her cold and callous and cruel. The world was full of terrible people, so she decided that she would be worse. She became a monster, a high-stakes player among those in the criminal underworld, with blood stained hands and a past drenched in shadows. Love was a weakness she couldn't afford, and a luxury no one would dare waste on her. She had lived alone and she would die alone, with no one but death to keep her company. That was her belief...
Until she met Sebastian Michaelis.
He was somehow everything she didn't deserve and everything she hated all at once. How could she fall for a man who served the very people she couldn't stand? The very people who reminded her of everything she had lost, of everything she might've had? It would be a betrayal of herself, of everything she had worked for, to fall in love; and it would be a betrayal of everything she had left behind to fall for him, of all people. She knew all of this, and yet...one thought still managed to prick at the back of her mind.
Who better to love her than a demon?
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