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Jake, or Ranboo as he's known online, has struggled with his mental health since he was fourteen. At fifteen he was diagnosed with depression, and when he was sixteen the world went into lockdown.
Now at almost eighteen, his ability to shove his problems away and ignore them is starting to disappear. Instead he's having near-daily anxiety/panic attacks, not eating and his arms and legs look worse than they ever have.
To top it off, he has the stress of streaming and keeping up appearances for his friends and the entire internet.
And the UK trip is only drawing closer.
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title and chapter titles are from the song 'overwhelmed' by Royal & the Serpent
I'm not in anyway imply that anything in this book represents the real, cc Ranboo, including the name I gave his character, or any of the mental issues the character struggles with.
TW/CWs will be at the top of each chapter, but general triggers for the story are as follows:
-suicidal ideation
-self harm
-eating disorders
-facial dysmorphia
-intrusive thoughts
-neglectful parent
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