Him

Him. him. I thought he was the one I thought he was my friend. I only thought but didn't know. Sadness filled my heart. Anger filled my head. Passion filled my soul.
As time passed I realized there was more to life than love. I needed to get out and explore the world instead of feeling these mixed emotions.
He texted me over and over trying to make me his. Him. Him. The guy who stole my heart and stomped on it. Why should I give my heart to someone so different so cruel.
My mind was full with different thoughts. I wish I knew how to control these thoughts but I couldn't I needed to get it off my chest. Why was love so difficult? Why was it so hard? Him. Him.
Everyday he kept begging me to accept him into my life. I couldn't not yet it wasn't time. My momma always told me to stay away from these heartbreaking boys.
Him. Him. If only I knew to control my feelings my thoughts. I needed to get away from love for awhile. My mind was set on one thing and one thing only. Life.